Wednesday, August 20, 2008 2:54 AM
i'm moving.
need a new space to begin my new life without you.
you've done nothing but hurt me for so long.
i'm not taking it anymore.
catch me if you can....
...
need a new space to begin my new life without you.
you've done nothing but hurt me for so long.
i'm not taking it anymore.
catch me if you can.
Tuesday, August 19, 2008 3:46 AM
watched basketball today.
spain against angola.
spain is so like, lazy.
i mean the way they play is like,
they're so soft.
you know?
watch then you'll know what i'm talking about.
#6 on the team, ricky, 17 years old.
took time off high school to compete in the olympics.
best player on the team.
honestly.
if you watch you'd know.
last 2 photos, are from the olympics this year.
he has gorgeous eyes.
by the way, selena gomez looks stunning at the alma awards.
gorgeous marchesa gown.
absolutely gorgeous.!
Monday, August 18, 2008 1:24 AM
its so fucking over la ok.
once and for all.
ya, happy fucking birthday to me!...
michael phelps.
rafael nadal and novak djokovic.
told you they were friends.
michael phelps has a disgusting mouth ok.
his smile is so weird, and he has monkey ears!
not nice la!
i cant find that photo i saw yesterday.
when he was smiling properly.
the middle of his top lip sinks in,
and the sides pop out.
his teeth are huge, and i cant stand his ears.
i dont know, maybe its just the way those giants look.
but he is such a good athlete, i cant stand it.
such a good swimmer.
won gold in every event.
shattered countless world records, AND olympic records.
stands alone in history to have won 8 gold medals at one olympics, and 14 gold medals in his entire career.
all that, at only 23.
fucking amazing.
novak djokovic got the bronze medal.
good for him.
i'm so proud!
BUT I DIDNT WATCH THE MATCH! AND I AM SO ANGRY LA OK?!
dammit!
oh, and djokovic is taller than nadal.
he's so hot.
and his eyes are gorgeous.
he's such a good player.
though against nadal, he definately could have done better.
but i think the weather in china is unbearable for those europeans.
its like 70 - 90% humidity most days,
unlike europe, where the air is mostly dry....
once and for all.
ya, happy fucking birthday to me!
12:40 AM
michael phelps.
rafael nadal and novak djokovic.told you they were friends.
michael phelps has a disgusting mouth ok.
his smile is so weird, and he has monkey ears!
not nice la!
i cant find that photo i saw yesterday.
when he was smiling properly.
the middle of his top lip sinks in,
and the sides pop out.
his teeth are huge, and i cant stand his ears.
i dont know, maybe its just the way those giants look.
but he is such a good athlete, i cant stand it.
such a good swimmer.
won gold in every event.
shattered countless world records, AND olympic records.
stands alone in history to have won 8 gold medals at one olympics, and 14 gold medals in his entire career.
all that, at only 23.
fucking amazing.
novak djokovic got the bronze medal.
good for him.
i'm so proud!
BUT I DIDNT WATCH THE MATCH! AND I AM SO ANGRY LA OK?!
dammit!
oh, and djokovic is taller than nadal.
he's so hot.
and his eyes are gorgeous.
he's such a good player.
though against nadal, he definately could have done better.
but i think the weather in china is unbearable for those europeans.
its like 70 - 90% humidity most days,
unlike europe, where the air is mostly dry.
Sunday, August 17, 2008 3:44 AM
OMFG micheal phelps!
i wish you swam for singapore, so you could have at LEAST $7 FUCKING MILLION DOLLARS when you get back!
but i bet the states offers a better bargain.
not sure.
will research.
ANYWAY!
HE WON HIS 7th GOLD MEDAL TODAY IN BEIJING.
and i absolutely admire him.
he's such a good athlete ok?1
he broke 6 world records, 7 freaking gold medals, and he's only 23 years old!
thats like, barely even fully adult yet.
like, to me, you fully become an adult at like 27 at least.
thats when you begin to become 'square'.
so anyway, the USA has like 50 over medals, not as many gold medals as chine though, but still, more medals in total.
was watching cycling - track, today.
and the polish riders bike kinda like, did some weird thing, and he fell, right smack into the rider from the netherlands.
i was like OMG!
the track is super duper steep, and its parquet.
so you could get splinters if you fall hard enough at a really fast speed.
they cycle at like 70km/h and their feet are strapped onto the pedals, so if you fall, you're sure to get hurt.
sucks doesnt it.
cuz you cant put your legs down to stop yourself from falling.
and if you're right at the top of the track, OMG.
sure pain la!
you fall sooooo far down, and such a fast speed.
malaysias cyclists didnt make it into the finals.
um, spain won the gold medal for the cycling - track today.
spain won the cycling even also, earlier this week.
the great wall of china track, like alomst 200km, uphill.
i could never do that.
i could never cycle constantly at 70km/h.
neither could i ever swim the butterfly style, or freestyle so damn fast.
i cannot be an olympian la ok?!
thats what they call olympic athletes, by the way.
ya.
michael phelps is the best shit ever.
kick ass body, but his face isnt too good.
i dont like.
but i fucking love his damn body la!
he's so tall and nicely muscular.
super long legs, and super long body, super long arms.
soooo many gold medals.
um, i believe its 13 gold medals in total now.
for michael phelps.
i'm watching the USA closely.
hoping they beat china to the gold medals.
fucking hell, they got to wear RALPH LAUREN for the opening ceremony!
like, thats what yoou get for being an american athlete.
all of them, like, at least 100 of them.
rafael nadal beat novak djokovic in tennis last night.
i knew nadal would win,
but i was rooting for djokovic in the end.
after seeing how good he is,
he runs really fast.
and is SUPER GORGEOUS.
serbian hottie.
nadal looks a little like an ape, sorry.
and i was so sad for roger federrer when he lost to james blake.
i was like, 'can you play properly PLEASE?!'
he lost, and you could see how disappointed he was.
it was so sad.
he hasnt had a good year.
hope he does better in the, um, i cant remember what his next competition is.
but i hope he does better.
anyway, nadal and djokovic always paly against each other, so they're like, friends,
and its so cute to see competitors helping each other or like, patting each other on the back and stuff.
so cute.
anyway, nadal won, and djokovic was so sad!
omg.
i felt so damn sad for him. you should have seen his face.
then they hugged, and djokovic walked off the field so fast.
but not as fast as federrer though.
he walked off so damn fast.
and womens tennis, and basketball and cycling and diving dont interest me.
i dont know why.
the men do it better.
but i like both men and women, swimming (ok la), gymnastics, athletics etc.
though the mens volleyball, their shorts are so damn small.
ugh!
so stupid la!
didnt watch anyway.
OH
and the USA basketball team is THE SHIT MAN!
do you have any idea how good they are?!
omg.
they win every match they play!
the match against spain tonight, was so good.
that 17 year olf spanish boy is hot, and the best player on the team.
he stole the ball from the usa so quickly, they didnt know what hit them,
but the states won by 20 points or so.
obviously.
and, i cant remember who, knocked down a spanish fella by mistake, and the spanish was fouled.
but my sis and iwere screaming 'HE DIDNT SEE HIM THERE! HE WAS LOOKING THE OTHER WAY! WHAT THE HELL!'
he did.
poor thing.
dammit cant remember who it is la!
but he was like, sorry, like, he patted his back and said something.
how cute.
but the american team is HUGE!
and they're a bunch of best players in the world.
they could easily take the gold.
we'll see.
the next summer olympics will be held in london,
david beckham is flying to china next week for the closing ceremony,
representing london.
we'll see how that goes.
its 4am and i still cant sleep.
damnit!...
i like..
...
i wish you swam for singapore, so you could have at LEAST $7 FUCKING MILLION DOLLARS when you get back!
but i bet the states offers a better bargain.
not sure.
will research.
ANYWAY!
HE WON HIS 7th GOLD MEDAL TODAY IN BEIJING.
and i absolutely admire him.
he's such a good athlete ok?1
he broke 6 world records, 7 freaking gold medals, and he's only 23 years old!
thats like, barely even fully adult yet.
like, to me, you fully become an adult at like 27 at least.
thats when you begin to become 'square'.
so anyway, the USA has like 50 over medals, not as many gold medals as chine though, but still, more medals in total.
was watching cycling - track, today.
and the polish riders bike kinda like, did some weird thing, and he fell, right smack into the rider from the netherlands.
i was like OMG!
the track is super duper steep, and its parquet.
so you could get splinters if you fall hard enough at a really fast speed.
they cycle at like 70km/h and their feet are strapped onto the pedals, so if you fall, you're sure to get hurt.
sucks doesnt it.
cuz you cant put your legs down to stop yourself from falling.
and if you're right at the top of the track, OMG.
sure pain la!
you fall sooooo far down, and such a fast speed.
malaysias cyclists didnt make it into the finals.
um, spain won the gold medal for the cycling - track today.
spain won the cycling even also, earlier this week.
the great wall of china track, like alomst 200km, uphill.
i could never do that.
i could never cycle constantly at 70km/h.
neither could i ever swim the butterfly style, or freestyle so damn fast.
i cannot be an olympian la ok?!
thats what they call olympic athletes, by the way.
ya.
michael phelps is the best shit ever.
kick ass body, but his face isnt too good.
i dont like.
but i fucking love his damn body la!
he's so tall and nicely muscular.
super long legs, and super long body, super long arms.
soooo many gold medals.
um, i believe its 13 gold medals in total now.
for michael phelps.
i'm watching the USA closely.
hoping they beat china to the gold medals.
fucking hell, they got to wear RALPH LAUREN for the opening ceremony!
like, thats what yoou get for being an american athlete.
all of them, like, at least 100 of them.
rafael nadal beat novak djokovic in tennis last night.
i knew nadal would win,
but i was rooting for djokovic in the end.
after seeing how good he is,
he runs really fast.
and is SUPER GORGEOUS.
serbian hottie.
nadal looks a little like an ape, sorry.
and i was so sad for roger federrer when he lost to james blake.
i was like, 'can you play properly PLEASE?!'
he lost, and you could see how disappointed he was.
it was so sad.
he hasnt had a good year.
hope he does better in the, um, i cant remember what his next competition is.
but i hope he does better.
anyway, nadal and djokovic always paly against each other, so they're like, friends,
and its so cute to see competitors helping each other or like, patting each other on the back and stuff.
so cute.
anyway, nadal won, and djokovic was so sad!
omg.
i felt so damn sad for him. you should have seen his face.
then they hugged, and djokovic walked off the field so fast.
but not as fast as federrer though.
he walked off so damn fast.
and womens tennis, and basketball and cycling and diving dont interest me.
i dont know why.
the men do it better.
but i like both men and women, swimming (ok la), gymnastics, athletics etc.
though the mens volleyball, their shorts are so damn small.
ugh!
so stupid la!
didnt watch anyway.
OH
and the USA basketball team is THE SHIT MAN!
do you have any idea how good they are?!
omg.
they win every match they play!
the match against spain tonight, was so good.
that 17 year olf spanish boy is hot, and the best player on the team.
he stole the ball from the usa so quickly, they didnt know what hit them,
but the states won by 20 points or so.
obviously.
and, i cant remember who, knocked down a spanish fella by mistake, and the spanish was fouled.
but my sis and iwere screaming 'HE DIDNT SEE HIM THERE! HE WAS LOOKING THE OTHER WAY! WHAT THE HELL!'
he did.
poor thing.
dammit cant remember who it is la!
but he was like, sorry, like, he patted his back and said something.
how cute.
but the american team is HUGE!
and they're a bunch of best players in the world.
they could easily take the gold.
we'll see.
the next summer olympics will be held in london,
david beckham is flying to china next week for the closing ceremony,
representing london.
we'll see how that goes.
its 4am and i still cant sleep.
damnit!
Thursday, August 14, 2008 2:15 AM
i like..
looking out my balcony window is my new favorite thing to do in the whole world.
the sky was absolutely stunning today.
a little lumpy,
but the light was amazing.
anyway,
been watching the olympics.
and micheal phelps is amazing!
5 matches, 5 golds.
the USA is doing great.
i'm rooing for them all the way.
phelps has 11 gold medals to date.
what an amazing swimmer.
he was definately born to swim.
he breaks every record everytime he competes.
even with goggle problems.
his goggles fill up with water everytime he dives in,
so he counts his strokes and hopes he's dead on the turns.
if not for that, he coulds definately go faster.
he is definately one great athlete, who already has made olympic history,
and in that, stands alone.
he has the most golds in history.
he still has a few more events, fri sat and sun.
we'll see how that goes.
he already has 5 golds, so he couldnt possibly go home disappointed.
what an amazing athlete.
watched sailing for a bit today, singapore was dead at the bottom of the whole list, with the most points,
which means we're the biggest losers.
they are the biggest losers.
i definately DONT expect a medal.
maybe in the next 16 - 20 years.
once our athletes get to olympian standards will they win anything.
we're such a young country compared to the others.
our athletes are not as strong as others.
we dont have much history on our hands.
out sports industry isnt that big yet.
it will be in due time, but not right now.
singapore has alot to do.
our only industry striving is the banking, and trading, and those basics.
the fashion industry, the sport industry, the art industry are all not developed to its full potential.
singaporean parents have to stop telling their kids to put their dreams on hold to make time
to strive to do well academically.
because in singapore, thats the only way to make it in life.
not true.
everywhere else, kids have the opportunity to develop their creativity skills and become great artists and do well in the fashion and sport industries.
in singapore, if you tell someone you wanna be a fashion designer,
they tell you that you wont make it.
hello?!
look at ashley isham, shelia sim, daniel boey, mannequin.
there are successful singaporeans in the fashion industry.
maybe not internationally,
but there are.
and in 30 - 40 years, singaporean designers, models etc. might just be recognised all over the world.
'you're the soundtrack of my summer.
and your eyes are the brightest of all the colors.
i miss talking to you.
i miss you.'
Wednesday, August 13, 2008 2:33 AM
my dreams mean nothing.
dreams are the thoughts way way back in your mind.
it tells you what you think you want,
and what cannot happen.
someone tell me what ships, adoption, dogs/puppies, beer, cigarettes, crowded streets
all mean....
dreams are the thoughts way way back in your mind.
it tells you what you think you want,
and what cannot happen.
someone tell me what ships, adoption, dogs/puppies, beer, cigarettes, crowded streets
all mean.