i skipped work today.
and i am in so much shit.
my manager called just now.
tried calling her back, but no answer.
oh well.
its totally unfair la please.
and how can they not give me my pay in time to do christmas shopping?!
i mean, seriously.
and how can my manager expect me to work a full shift, when i am a part timer?
and she can get two off days, for one day.
as in, lets say, you work on the 25th right, its a PH, so you get to take off on another day other than the 25th.
she did that for the 20th and the 25th.
but the schedule shows that she took off on the 10th and 15th respectively for the 20th and 25th.
BUT the schedule shows that she's not working on the 20th or the 25th either.
get it? i think mable, you will.
how fucked up is that man?!
and yes, she DIDNT work on the 20th.
ass hole.
anyway, went to tampines mall with mei today.
she got her christmas stuff.
well, i couldnt because i DONT HAVE MY PAY.
and how can i save when i have to eat out everyday.
and taka food is expensive.
so, none for me.
but i got my blonde hair dye.
like, platinum blonde.
got 2 boxes for $14.90.
so cheap huh?
some promotion or whatever.
got the revlon colorsilk.
anyways, i'm dying my hair on weds or thurs, for the new year.
def not christmas.
dont think the color will come out right by then.
got 2 boxes, so i do it twice.
because my hair is medium/light brown, the blonde might not be the color i want.
so just in case i have to do it again, i got another box.
i cant wait la!

i'm going for a 40s to 60s look.
like WW2 pin up girl.
(and it totally goes with the whole "i'm into WW2 sailors thing". yeah. i think WW2 sailors are HOT. like dont you want a sailor? those blonde, blue-eyed, hotties with the rock hard abs. and the way their girls run into their arms the moment they reach land again. classic.)
BUT NOT THAT FAR.
i mean, my hair, nails, make up.
but dont worry.
it wont be THAT dramatic.
dont expect to see pin-up-esque photos of me around.
haha.
no way man.
but i think its so classic, bombshell with a twist.
like blonde, red nails, heels, dark eye make up, natural lip color.
i cant wait man.
really.
but modern pin up girls, are just gothic sluts = gross.
those classis pin up girls have class.
but i really, honestly dont know why i wanna dye my hair blonde.
like, i absolutely love love lvoe my natural hair color.
really. i love it.
but i guess i just wanna try something new?
i dont know.
but brunetts have that, 'sophisticated' look.
like mysterious and kinda like 'you know you wanna get to know me' look.
they have that sultry look.
i'm referring to the pin up girls.
not the common people.
i mean, not everyone can pull off a classic pin up girl look.
or be a sophisticated brunette.
or a sexy blonde.
or a fiery red head.
not everyone.
i'm not even sure i can pull it off.
havent seen someone do it actually.
go for the classic WW2 pinup girl look.
at least, not in singapore.
one more point, in the 40 to the 60s, curvy women were the sexiest.
like, i am so serious.
they were the sexiest.
look at marilyn monroe.
she was a US12.
which is quite big.