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Thursday, September 27, 2007 9:05 PM

knowing you're around me,
makes me shiver.
knowing i cant be with you,
makes me die inside.
sinful thoughts go through my mind.
when i finally realise,
it will ever happen,
-

school today was so stressful for me!
tutorial especially.
accounts.
imagine what i had to go through.
had a bad headache, even now.
i need to lie down.
i feel so tense, so stressed.
about all the wrong things.
half of it is school,
the other half is, i dont know.
everything isnt working to my advantage right now.
and i hate it.


-
i need support.
but all i'm getting are lies and being hurt.
and i cannot do anything about it.
i cant make myself stop loving you,
even if i wanted to.
i'm not strong enough to let go,
but i'm strong enough to withstand the things you put me through.
i need help.
i need to leave.
i need to forget you.
i need to forget us.

...

oasis
'stop the clocks and turn the world around. let your love lay me down. and when the night is over, there'll be no sound. lock the box and leave it all behind. on the backseat of my mind. and when the night is over, where will i rise?'

riot.
audrey
stephanie
crystal
laura
nicole
erin
mable

boxcar racer.
credits.
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