someone kiss me!
i'm lonely.

"i'm gonna kiss you with tongue, so you can feel it. ok?" - grey's anatomy

ok!
haha.
dude, that guy was hot.
when addison went to LA, she met this hot guy
at her friends office, and he had a 'thing' for her,
obviously.
and she was so scared to let him in.
she was sitting at the staircase of a locak LA hospital,
crying cuz she couldnt have a baby.
he found her, and he said that.
like, how romantic can you get??

anyways, maths tutorial after school today.
cabbed home, (miss audrey ng la! waste money)
reached home in like 10 mins.
yeah. that fast.

i havent seen basile in a fucking week,
and i'm super moody about it.
he either has work, or driving after school, which ends at 6 everyday.
No time for me whatsoever.
he was suposed to meet me yesterday,
but he SUDDENLY had to work.
pisses me off like fuck!
i dont even know if i should continue taking his shit.
i dont get anything in return, except getting hurt.
everyday.
he always says he'll meet me, but he doesnt.
something always conveniently pops up.
fuck it.
fuck you.
i hate you.
i didnt get an anniversary dinner/lunch, anything on sunday.
11 months, and i get nothing.
till today, i havent seen him.
the last time i saw him, was LAST tuesday.
my fucked up relationship fucks up my life.
maybe its just me being moody and i push him too far.
but still!
that doesnt mean i dont get anything for our 11th month right?
it doesnt mean you dont meet me for a week right?
it doesnt mean you hurt me over and over right?!

jackass.