how i love the way we get close.
the way you look at me
when we're no longer sober.
when we dance.
they way you touch me,
when i touch you.
your face.
your hair.
if the only way we can be like that,
is when we drink.
i never wanna be sober again.
ever.
- another emo sucka.
oh god.
love this font.
went to picturehouse today
supposed to watch a movie, but theres nothing nice.
had Billy Bombers instead.
walked to PS.
go thungry for Pretzels.
*i am a pretzel freakk!!*
but!!
it was sold out by the time i got there.
every single one.
sucked.
was cranky the whole time.
til the freaking express 518 bus came.
it takes forever.
really.
saw ben. chew.
after like..forever.
looks diff.
whatever.
mass tomorrow.
baby has to work again.
=(
miss him so much
made myself maggi mee once we got back
watched t.v.
he got the last bus home.
went to sleep already.
that boy is always tired.
M-Y-E starts monday.
and i haven't finished studying.
sucks.
i miss my friends.
havent seen them since thurs.
feel weird.
haha
**nicole, audrey and mia.
thanks for the concern.
my stomach is giving trouble again.
same time last year,
it was too.
hospitalised man.
shit.
dont want it again.
better eat properly.
anyways,
wearing my red skinnies tomorrow!
yay.
*stop hatin'
=)
i love them.
i love him.
i love you.
i lust you.
i want you.
i need you.
i loathe you.
i play you.
i dream of you.
i hate you.
i'm jealous of you.
i miss you.
i despise you.
i cant stand you.
i'm mesmerised by you.
i think of you.
i fantasise about you.
i confuse you.
i confuse myself.
i hurt you.
i hide from you.
i remember you.
i'm truing to forgive you.
but you hurt me too bad.
i dream of you.
i take from you.
i mistake you.
i cheat you.
i laugh at you.
i want to be you.
i want to be yours.
i want to kiss you.
i want to love you.
i want to be loved by you.
i like you.
*the things i want to say to you.
but i dont know how.
here they are.*