"Buried Myself Alive"
you almost always pick the best times
to drop the worst lines
you almost made me cry again this time
another false alarm
red flashing lights well this time I'm not going to watch myself die
I think I made it a game to play your game
and let myself cry
I buried myself aive on the inside
so I could shut you out
and let you go away for a long time
I guess it's ok I puked the day away
I guess it's better you trapped yourself in your own way
and if you want me back
you're gonna have to ask
nicer than that
I think the chain broke away
and I felt it the day that I had my own time
I took advantage of myself and felt fine
but it was worth the night
I caught an early flight and I made it home
with my foot on your neck
I finally have you
right where I want you
mable crystal and i had to stay back after school today
to finish up our literature.
my lit dropped llike fuck.
ugh! i hate it.
no idea why we stayed back today
we decided to be good girls and stay
it was also cuz ms kang made me collect and take attendance
so we just decided to go
since i had to do that.
whatever.
haha
finished 3 unseen in like one and a half hours.
quite fast la
unseen is easier than set text
but the mid year set text was easy shit
mable mia and i sat out for maths again.
as usual
ms yeong sucks when she's pregnant
i hate pregnant teachers
they're so moody.
ugh!
and ms yeong is super biased
she doesnt like mable, mia, me, crystal, audrey
and some more.
cant think of who
but she keeps picking on us
especially the 5 of us
first it was the 4 of us, nicole chai, mable, audrey and i
then she moved audrey
then mable
now its only nicole and i left
irritating ms yeong.
so the 3 of us outside today were talking about ya kun kaya toast
and we were all feeling hungry
haha
mable had that for breakfast and lunch yesterday
she kept saying its so fattening
whatever mable.
=)
need to study!
i'm falling more and more in love with you everyday
i miss you.
*big fat kiss*