my comp had some shit wrong with it so here's the post.
please dont be this way.
when i apologised you said..nevermind.
but you're actingg as id i've done something very wrong to you.
im sorry.
please dont.
i just dont know what to say to you.
i hope tonight goes well.
i hope you dont be like..
ignoring me or something like that.
hope dinner goes well.
hope i can make it.
he's what i want.
he's like what im looking for.
and he's here.
but i dont know how i feel about him.
he's told me.
but i dont know.
im confused.
i dont wanna get hurt.
i dont wanna lose him as a friend.
he's a great guy.
and he's all im asking for in a guy.
but i dont know why i still dont know how i feel about him.
i dont know if i like him or not.
do i?
but im not sure i want something like that now.
now that he's being this way, i dont want him to.
cuz as usual,
i want what i cant have.
but i really hope things turn around.
i hope everything gets better after tonight.
i really dont want thing to be like this.
boys are crazy.
i wanna be able to read their minds.
so i'll know what they're actually thinking.
and feeling.
they're all mixed up.
you never know what they really mean.
they're very emotionally confused people.
why cant they just go out and say what they really mean and want?
that would be so easier for us girls.
hmm...
i didnt go to school today.
my stomach feels really bad.
i feel like throwing up.
ugh.
i hate it.
feels so gross.
and my internet connection is killing me!
there's something wrong with this fucking piece of shit.
i hate it.
it isnt really old.
but i already sucks.
i want a new one.
ugh!
annoying!
ok. today's post.
im sitting here waiting for basile to call.
or to wake up!
i dont know if he has or not.
didnt meet him yesterday
dont ask me why
we're supposed to go out.
but..
ok.
he just called.
he went drinking at his friends house last night.
he called at about 5.20+ this morning.
i woke up and looked at my phone.
but was too lazy to call back
so i just went back to sleep.
so anyway,
back to now.
he slept at 6 am
hence, him waking up now. at 12.05pm
haha
aren't i precise?
i still dont know what im gonna wear.
we're going to town.
so should i wear my wedges?
i only wore them once,
to the party.
maybe i should
but i dnt want my feet to hurt.
it didnt that night but we'll be walking all over town.
..
nevermind.
i shall suffer for looking nice in my shoes.
haha
its so sunny.
yay!
i have an excuse for wearing my new topshop shades.
haha
ok.
i better go get ready and stuff.
=)