i hate my life
shit always happens
and i'm always the one who gets hurt.
when i dont do anything wrong.
all i did was love him.
and yet,
he has to do this to me
i still dont get it
i dont think i will
i dont know why i had to go through all that.
why i have to go through all this.
i feel so alone.
so neglected.
i cant talk to anyone about it
cuz they dont understand.

Glenn just asked me out.
ugh!
i dont know what to do.
what am i supposed to do?
i want something.
but im getting something else.
im getting everthing else.

i only went for one accounts lesson. out of like..
4 or 5 or somehting
accounts sucks.
its the suckiest subject ever.
i cant help but fail it
all the time!
hmm...
i want a new phone.
audrey's samsung phone came out already.
but only in white
its like $800
and i dont plan on spending that mucg right now
i spent $250 on thursday
on shopping for a guess bag and two tops.
thats crazy!
i spend tons when im sad, depressed, angry
ugh!
i hate it

there isn't anymore Meet The Barkers on MTV anymore!
AAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
why not?!
stupid MTV asia people who dont know good reality TV when its right in front of them!
ass holes!
and they only aired the frist two episodes of the first season
they didnt even finish the whole first season
what nonsense is that?
right?
yes.

i love my guess bag
(that bag on the top of the post.)
i spent the whole day thinking if i should spend $150 on it
but in the end i bought this one
and it cost me $160.
but i love them both
im waiting to get the other one
(me being the brat that i am)
the interior of this one is like..flowery kinda thing.
the interior of the other bag is so hot.
its like.. light purple with dark purple hearts.
the outside is pink mainly.
dont exactly know how to go into detail.
anyway. i love the one that i have.
and i want the other one as well.
=)

shopping makes me happy.
until i remember what happened.
ugh!
that sucks

i love him. ...